Just when I thought everything is getting better
It’s all falling apart again somehow
Every time I assure myself that is gonna be okay
There are more challenges coming at me
I am just tired of worrying
Even when people tell me I don’t have to worry
I just can’t do that calmly
there’s always this small tickling feeling of worry growing inside me
How do I calm myself in this storm
I am praying to God
Hoping that everything will have its way out
I am trying hard to believe
Still, this worries is killing me piece by piece
My worries are bigger than my belief
What should I do to kill and tear the worries apart?
Should I kill it or kill me?
Worry is a poison in my emotion
Slowly drain away my…myself
until there is nothing
nothing left