Please Forgive Me

I wrote this song for my mother, the only one who will never disappoint me.

Suddenly, I want someone to embrace me,
My body is so tired but this heavy heart makes me can’t sleep at night,
Suddenly, I’m thinking of home,
because I’m like a stray bird who flew away from your house.
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Do I have any Best Friends ?

“When your best friend loves you, the way they talk about you will be different. You will feel safe and comfortable when you are with him.”

Everyone knows that we, human, are a social being. We need someone to accompany us all our life. There are always some people whom you consider as friends. Moreover from all friends that you have already had, there are several people whom you consider as best friends. You are lucky if you have several best friends, some of us might only have one or two best friends. You can’t regard someone as your best friends that easy. It needs proofs and approval from the other person whom you considered best friends.

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The Poem: Who Am I to You?

I know many of you are in a dilemma lately. Like I don’t want to turn this feeling into love and make myself feel the pain again because of an unrequited love, but sometimes, the thought still crosses my mind unexpectedly. Wanting your story to be as perfect as you wished.

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Mental & Emotional Corner: Feeling Unneeded and Lost

“You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.”

Do you ever feel not needed by your peers? When they are planning a trip to somewhere awesome they just don’t realize that you are there. They never bother to call you. If you are an extroverted person, then maybe you could approach them like it’s nothing, but when you are an introverted person, you will feel separated from them psychologically; like they exclude you from their inner circle indirectly. Like when they are all taking pictures but you are not invited, so you are pretending to be busy all the time. Like when you, yourself, don’t know which circle you are actually belong to and no one give a damn about that. I know how you feel, it hurts.

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Mental & Emotional Corner: 3 Major Things You Need to Get Over Somebody

“I stopped waiting for your call, your text: a message, a breath. I let myself start wishing we’d never met” – Niocra Kladsflem

If you love someone, it doesn’t always mean you have to make them yours, it sounds very cliché. Many people is now believing that when we love someone, we have to chase them so hard until they get them as a boyfriend/girlfriend. If they are rejected, they will find another to be hunted and try to make them as their honey. For me, this looks like a hunting season which I found very inconvenient, disturbing, and pathetic.

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Mental & Emotional Corner: Do You Love or Fear?

Love or Fear? Who is running your business?

Weeks ago, I went to have a sharing session in SCTV Tower, Central Jakarta. The sharing session took place in a new established community called Sane Step Community. This community welcomes all people who really wants to taste the fresh water after spending time in the desert of life. Who really seek refuge after depressing moments in their life. In this session, the community welcomed a great mentor, Mr. Gobind Vashdev (Gobind Vashdev Official Site – Home), to speak about Love and Compassion on Valentine’s Day.

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Mental & Emotional Corner: Unrequited Love Part 2

Sometimes, falling in love is not a blessing but a disaster. When you fell in love a wrong person, someone who shouldn’t be loved by you, someone who will never love you back, someone who doesn’t even  know you will have that feeling, you are trapped.

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5 Things To Do On Valentine Days (For Single Only)

“What will you do on Valentine? You are single!! Hahahaha…” That’s the common mockery for singles when Valentine’s Day comes. Sometimes, I’m disgusted by how unthoughtful people could be. Not everyone wants to be single by choice. They just haven’t found the one yet or maybe they are hiding their own feelings because that certain someone couldn’t fall in love with them because of many reasons. I don’t want to get that deep on that because I know how it feels to be that person and screw you mockers.

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Mental & Emotional Corner: Unrequited Love

So, before I start writing about this sensitive topic, there must be some of your friends or even you who already know what it is and how it feels. I know it sucks but I want to elaborate more about it.

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